I need to blog right now

I dont know why... i just feel like i need to say everything that is on my mind!

Ok - i've decided i hate conflicts and arguments! it makes things so difficult and i just don't like them. People should all be friends, if you don't get on, don't get involved with each other then - thats the way forward.

When your in war - declare your possition asap! do not wait in the side lines pretending to everyone that you mean them no harm and that you do not mean to hurt them or discomfort them. Tell them as soon as you can where you stand and how it is.

Look after your independance. Do not rely on other people if you can help it. Otherwise you will end up needing someone to tell you what is right and wrong 24/7!

Make friends and keep them. If you love someone, do not lose them. Keep them close to you and stay in touch.

I am having trouble thinking about my future at the moment... its hard to think about something that is so big. Once i was told to imagine God. I told them that it was impossible as i have been taught that god is such a big thing. So thinking about my future when people - all my life have told me that it is such a big thing is a very large deal for me. I have been thinking a little about it tho and there are so many doors that i keep shutting and locking and i need to stop. I need to start opening them again and letting in some air into my future.

You know what, i cannot sleep but my head is hurting, so i am going to finish this tomorrow - it will be named : i need to blog right now #02

See you then. Aaron.Laptop style.x